Synn-Insanity 006
Time passed so fast, and the last time I spend my time to remember my past was like...well i forgot. Anyway today is another Saturday that I spent to just, well remember it all. I remember things that is so long ago. My Primary School and Secondary School lives. The part where I am influenced by people to climb higher, and the absurd past that i live in people's shadows.
Had a chat with Min and Ervin in Starbucks Orchard which is previously the Hello Singtel shop today. Well it did bring back alot of my lost memory which i had decided to place it far away, out of reach. It was fascinating, and exhiliarating. Something made me feel that I should indeed place all of these once again, far away and unreachable.
Confirmation of the most important truth i had to know about my gaming life.
I was far from expectation, the invitations nowadays comes rare and scarce in between, and it came from the same people. I was wondering if it was just my imagination which is known to myself to be vivid. However, it was the truth that I didn't dare to think about, which turns out to be true. I am hated.
Anyway i can't blame anyone, it was my own fault in the beginning. Looking back, the sense of embarrassment is inevitable. It is one of the worse mistake i had made in my entire life. Far from the ones i had in Secondary. Suddenly I felt bad for the first time after hearing a comment. I used to just let it drift away, but now, something tells me that it is not going to pass so easily.
-Confused and Depressed, Synn
Had a chat with Min and Ervin in Starbucks Orchard which is previously the Hello Singtel shop today. Well it did bring back alot of my lost memory which i had decided to place it far away, out of reach. It was fascinating, and exhiliarating. Something made me feel that I should indeed place all of these once again, far away and unreachable.
Confirmation of the most important truth i had to know about my gaming life.
I was far from expectation, the invitations nowadays comes rare and scarce in between, and it came from the same people. I was wondering if it was just my imagination which is known to myself to be vivid. However, it was the truth that I didn't dare to think about, which turns out to be true. I am hated.
Anyway i can't blame anyone, it was my own fault in the beginning. Looking back, the sense of embarrassment is inevitable. It is one of the worse mistake i had made in my entire life. Far from the ones i had in Secondary. Suddenly I felt bad for the first time after hearing a comment. I used to just let it drift away, but now, something tells me that it is not going to pass so easily.
-Confused and Depressed, Synn
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