我不是你想像那么勇敢
"You dropped your smile" "Did you happen to picked it up?" - Synn
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Last Friday in the Lunar New Year
Everyone Asked... Bought New Year Clothes? Got Take Leave? Going Where? Rest Until When? When Shou Gong (收工)? Got Go Oversea? Gonna Visit Friends? Got Play Mahjong? Got Eat Dinner? Err.... - Synn
Neglected XinSynn
I miss you...I really miss you... I miss the times that we argue with each other with broken english... I miss the times that you win using japanese which I am terrible at... I miss the times that when i sing you complain about the noise in the studying area... Although I may tell you that I miss the times...you will never read this blog anymore... I wish that there is computer in the place that you are going... I wish that there is somehow I can contact you after you are gone... I wish that somehow you can still use your broken english to motivate me.... I wish that there is perhaps you will become the angel to help everyone in the world.... Angel... May I call you this in the future... The ears that cannot hear anymore... The heart that cannot beat anymore... I did not write my blog for a while... I didn't know what to blog.... I didn't know what to write... Everything seems to be so bad.... The number in my handphone now call to static... Grief... I am forcing myself
Happy New Year
In this midst of the financial meltdown around the world, the end of 2008 has arrived. The year has been quite torturous, and I am quite happy that I survived. It is a year that perhaps I need some recollection...Even I drank alot during the countdown and I lost consciousness for a while...I woke up and saw the first daybreak of 2009. I made a wish...and also due to some recollection...I bathed early in the morning with cold water after i opened the envelope that I sealed up last year....I didn't fuifill any of the things I wrote on the cold morning of 1st Jan 2008. Although I am barely surviving the months of 2008 with lesser income, but I am happy. I am happy that I found friends that is willing to help and also friends that appreciated me for who I am. This first blog will be dedicated to everyone. Happy 2009! This is the sms that I got from friends...I got like 52 sms blessing me for the year....well it is like 5 times more then last year...I thank you all for the best wishes :