Exploring the Inside

Sometimes I wonder if I will get it back...it is constantly on holiday...when will it come back? :) I am always looking out for it recently....ever since 2011 started...the feeling of loneliness has also started....work is no longer able to help me to relieve this part of my emotion. I have been trying to work hard....when I start to feel lonely.  Today my laptop is not with me....I have not brought it back home with me...on purpose. I wanted to find substitutes....I have been working and thinking...what can be done...and now I have been entrusted on a task with an innovation to help my company and also to relieve some of my colleagues off work... Hopefully....i will be able to find her.... Soon.....:) - Synn

Future by Dumnezeu (DeviantArt) ( http://browse.deviantart.com/digitalart/photomanip/?qh=&section=&q=future#/dht1oy ) A glimpse into the future in my dreams is something that I have dreamt alot ever since the Countdown. I met up with Yu Ting back in december when she was in Singapore for her holidays. We chatted and although she is super busy back in Taiwan for her modelling and might be going into showbiz, she is also hoping that she will be able to really able to enjoy more freedom before going into business. Oh well I told her to go for her dream, or perhaps to fast forward your life in your dreams to live in it for a while, perhaps it will tell you more. The movie "Inception" gaves a concept that the time in our dreams travels faster, although while I'm writing this blog I really forgotten the equation they gave in the movie. I do know that each time you think, the cycle will be much faster in your dream than in reality...My glimpse into my future? *Laugh

I am very happy to be with the KTVClub folks, and I will always feel that way even if I am to be less involved due to work and personal commitments. I wanna be more efficient and effective in work and doing what I am supposed to be. This is my new year resolution. Countdown party was a success, and it is a great hit in my opinion, although Nigel says that it is a disappointment as the number of people who turn up is lesser than our expectations. No doubt I wanna thank Cordelia, Wendy, Eddie, Roy and Winston for preparing their song for their performance during the chalet. While I am not really an expert guitarist, I actually survived. The games is great and although we are not feeling well, Nigel, Hacktor and I continue to be sporty and really push the mood level up to another gear. It is great. New year started with a pop from Allan with a "champagne" and hacktor's popped a few seconds later. It is great to be there, although drenched with sweat and finger aches due