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Seems Cool Lets Wave!!! Google Wave... - Synn

Memories... I cried...why did she have to go... Oh well...the picture is not her but it resembles about 80% i guess It is enough... Goodnight.. - Synn Disclaimer...Suppose to post this on 20th...Somehow only now I know that it is not posted...so Blackberry network is also not that good lar...

I can finally place this piece of my heart on the ground and walk away. Perhaps it is because I am still holding on... I can search for that someone that I should be holding on to... Finally... -Synn

It is a incentive trip by my company and deemed one of the best trips we have ever had...can't post this blog as there is alot of people who tell me about my blog and I can feel that alot of lurkers around reading it...as H1N1 becomes more and more serious around the world. We had to keep it a secret that we visited Phuket Thailand...Well the quarantine period is now over and I had not even develop any form of symtoms or whatsoever....I can start posting this blog to the public... I admit that it is one of the best experience in the trip but I'm not totally happy with it. I am without alot of cash to enjoy all the activites and spent the day wondering around the beach and taking photos...Well I took ALOT of photos like 500 plus...and it is after I filtered some of them that I felt that is not good enough and deleted them on the spot... I am also unhappy that it is another trip that I end up missing someone throughout the trip...I mean she is always on my mind. I am also unhappy

Everything will be okay in the end. If It's not okay, it's not the end.... <260609> The end of my trip in Phuket is something that I really hate. I really don't want to go back to Singapore...Boring....I will post the photos up later.... I really miss you...hopefully I can see you when I am back... - Synn

Water For Gas Wondering if it's true...hmmm

Perhaps quite alot of people already know of this browser to surf the net with...and after using all 3 browsers, I am quite happy to say that I'm choosing chrome as my browser after today...not to mention that I totally love Safari on my Mac.... Haha....Made the switch after firefox and internet explorer gives me quite a headache in terms of loading speeds in my favourite websites.... Anyway it's an exciting week that i had...and here I am blogging again in the wee hours of monday morning, perhaps everyone is already asleep right now as I'm blabbering nonsense over here in my blog haaa... The week is well...great...the weekdays are busy and I must really say that accomplish quite alot of things in this week..after clearing quite a number jobs and also successfully created some things that made my clients so happy that they nearly hugged me for implementing a system that really made ordering of prints so easy and fast. Some things happened in this exciting week that made

Did some masks around and looking around the photos to find the photo that i remembered...however I end up seeing this pic for cutecute...oh well I remembered I took this photo but I nearly forgotten why is her face like that...hahaha...anyway enjoy the effects..... - Synn

Ahh...life...well it's starting to get monotonous and then suddenly it became chaotic and work from boring and suddenly busy like hell. What the heck happens??? Haha...anyway thanks to all the friends around me haha I'm fine... Finally the nightmare is over, work is returning to normal....I'm really happy to see that this period of time, how much I have accomplished and how much I can push myself to really do what I needed to do...Although I didn't have much sales and also felt that I didn't alot of things....I actually starting to pick up the pieces that I left everywhere... Jolin! I know that you read my blog...anyway don't read also nevermind...anyway thanks for the message haaa, stop stalking me around...next time you see me, just pop in and say hi :)...don't be shy ok? Sing until blur on Saturday with Nigel and Tessa....really long time never sing until so happy already....haha next time must really jio the rest to sing also....Must sing until no voice

Did some masks around and looking around the photos to find the photo that i remembered...however I end up seeing this pic for cutecute...oh well I remembered I took this photo but I nearly forgotten why is her face like that...hahaha...anyway enjoy the effects..... - Synn

This is the last and final piece of bloggie to share with everyone today...and that is something that I felt quite interesting...and that is the lyrics for Flying without Wings by Westlife.... :) Imagine that it is talking about One Night Stand.... Everybody's looking for that something (Yeah all guys is looking for it) One thing that makes it all complete (It's a dream to complete) You'll find it in the strangest places (Toilet, Hallways, Roof Etc..) Places you never knew it could be (Yeah never imagined) Some find it in the face of their children (Opps forget to lock the door?) Some find it in their lover's eyes (Opps wife or gf is around?) Who can deny the joy it brings (It's undeniably something interesting) When you've found that special thing (ONS is special) You're flying without wings (:)) Some find it sharing every morning (Sharing ONS with a buddy?) Some in their solitary lives (...) You'll find it in the words of others (Your frie

This is a subject that alot of people talk about and even the songs that we are listening, the shows that we are seeing. Also something that can bring intense happiness and also sadness at the same time...Perhaps a type of chemical reaction that is produced when adrenaline is being pushed by a reaction from the heart, increasing the heartbeat and also rises the body temperature causing the sweat glands to react and results in sweat... Nah...that is the chemical reaction that is theorised... Recently well there is so many people while being normal at first...is pushed to hell by their boyfriends or girlfriends....some emotionally strucked and caused their downfall in whatever they are currently doing and actually cause them to be changed...I have almost forgotten how it affects me previously well - laughs - it happened more then half a year ago....something that perhaps changed me more then I have ever imagined.... Only until last week I heard more then 3 cases which the boyfriend actua

Just saw the star awards 2009 for Singapore, and then felt that...well it's been a long time since I blog about something about my normal life. Nothing much interesting and well nothing out of the blue...LOL..perhaps I am thinking too much about everything until things becomes monotonous... How predictable is the Star Awards 2009, although I watched it halfway through...only started to watch when they are starting the best informative variety show prize...which is new this year...and then the camera and the people in the scene is like...well it's Belinda Lee who is going to win...I just have the feeling...and well she did...Even if I didn't watch her show even once...and the scenes did a good job to pre-tell everyone at home that she is going to win....where is the suspense....ok i'm starting to whine again... How about the scenes to show the people's faces just as they are about to win....LOL...they were showing their faces even before they announced the people...n

A few adjustment layers and grabbed a photo which I took with the broken glass...put them together...with phoebe's photo taken when we are at bali...becomes a giant monster trying her best to leap at me breaking the glass....cool :P.... Ok time to sleep.... - Synn

Remember....Reminiscence..... It is this time of the year that everyone returns to the same place...even though the family didn't meet up for a long time...we meet up to remember those who have left the mortal world... To me it is the grandmother that loved me when she is alive.... She loves mangos and like jokes...she has left for over ten years now...... The air at 4am is freezing...well I didn't sleep the previous night because of the guys nights out with the rest. I don on my puma sweater and left the house. We had a van to bring us there, and met up with my cousins. We reached about 4.45am. There are no lights in the cemetary...The usually quiet place today is fully of people, and lights from burning of incense papers, etc.... Didn't bring my camera out today...but Alvinz brought his....every year without fail....Snapped a few pictures of the serene surroundings of Grandmum's tomb....Interesting...I remembered so much of the past....Some of which I didn't know

In The Mood For Photoshop today well. It has been awhile since I use photoshop at home....Lol I have not been using it to create different manipulations which used to be my hobby. So busy with work that I forgot about this part of myself...Recreating photos and make them my own.....LOL... This photograph of Sarah and Stephanie is taken in Bali in pitch dark sky with the sea behind near them. Took quite an exposure hit in the photo that render it useless to post in facebook however I didn't delete it to oblivion...The first feeling that gave me is to give it an angelic look.... anyway I'm feeling evil and after a few games of DJ Max's Heart of Witch....I decided to create the illlustration..... This one from Garry....in Gotham Penthouse....Lol...looks scary eh, anyway he took this photo to show that how injured his eye is after being accidentally poked by Eunice and myself, oh well I'm already drunk at that time....however this pic ends up in my camera....So...he gets S

The reason I post this is not that I'm liking another girl with the likes of like Liang Wen Yin or Wei Ru Yun....it's about this hype about "SHA HEN DA" in Taiwan...It's about a commercial for Sha Online in Taiwan. Extremely no point....Anyway just do a search for 杀很大 in youtube and see what I mean. How I get to know about this girl ( 瑤瑤 ), is from Jackson and Kelvin well and also quite surprised...Because it is like a normal outing and suddenly they just go "SHA HEN DA"...stunned....lol after that they explained then I understand...LOL...quite interesting... Anyway it is still a busy period for me and I didn't know why am I feeling a overpowering urge to be very active. It even surprised my friends and they all ask me where did all the energy came from? I am stunned too...perhaps it's because of my mood and all the moltivation. I'm being transferred to another portfolio in my workplace and from there I end up with more energy then ever... I&

Light.... It has been quite sometime that I updated my blog, been so busy with work and hardly have time even to go to facebook or even catch up with friends on msn. It's bad times now and alot of problems around the world. Even news came that companies become bankrupt overnight or even states in America too. Not only that perhaps Singapore is one of the countries that will feel a large hit in the economic crisis. With people more declined to spend, business become hard to do and sales drops...however i'm still pretty much able to earn a income that keeps me surviving. Compared with other people in the managements of big companies drawing perhaps 30K salary, what i'm earning is peanuts to them, however to friends whose company closed down due to cashflow problems and bad debts, I'm pretty much (laugh), well...better off. Reading news has never been more agony to me for the life that I lived, over-comfortable, over-inspired, over-motivated...yeah! There are pros and cons

层层迭迭 倦倦恋恋 想的脸 香的味 缠缠绵绵 时近时远 愚人的罪 欲望颓废 看见 听见 永恒的恋 转眼 瞬间 蝶飞不见 .... She is Wei Ru Yun, in the taiwanese singing competition she said that if she can get her hands on the 1st place which will win 1 million dollars, she wants to build a church. She wants to thank god for what she can achieve...Even though I am not a fan for Christianity and all about god here god there stuff, I feel that she is one of the singer that I like most in the competition. Perhaps it is because when she sing, she will curl her pitch on the end notes. Er~ She has incredible drawing power with her voice, perhaps that is the meaning of vocal penetration...Because of her I might have changed my vocal in terms of feel and flexibility, I hope to let my friends hear what I have found in my vocal that might be the key to better vocals.... Recently, I found myself drowned in the vocals of Liang Wen Yin and Wei Ru Yun, and previously Huang Mei Zhen...I found that all three of them possess certain abilities that really attrac

"You dropped your smile" "Did you happen to picked it up?" - Synn

Everyone Asked... Bought New Year Clothes? Got Take Leave? Going Where? Rest Until When? When Shou Gong (收工)? Got Go Oversea? Gonna Visit Friends? Got Play Mahjong? Got Eat Dinner? Err.... - Synn

I miss you...I really miss you... I miss the times that we argue with each other with broken english... I miss the times that you win using japanese which I am terrible at... I miss the times that when i sing you complain about the noise in the studying area... Although I may tell you that I miss the times...you will never read this blog anymore... I wish that there is computer in the place that you are going... I wish that there is somehow I can contact you after you are gone... I wish that somehow you can still use your broken english to motivate me.... I wish that there is perhaps you will become the angel to help everyone in the world.... Angel... May I call you this in the future... The ears that cannot hear anymore... The heart that cannot beat anymore... I did not write my blog for a while... I didn't know what to blog.... I didn't know what to write... Everything seems to be so bad.... The number in my handphone now call to static... Grief... I am forcing myself

In this midst of the financial meltdown around the world, the end of 2008 has arrived. The year has been quite torturous, and I am quite happy that I survived. It is a year that perhaps I need some recollection...Even I drank alot during the countdown and I lost consciousness for a while...I woke up and saw the first daybreak of 2009. I made a wish...and also due to some recollection...I bathed early in the morning with cold water after i opened the envelope that I sealed up last year....I didn't fuifill any of the things I wrote on the cold morning of 1st Jan 2008. Although I am barely surviving the months of 2008 with lesser income, but I am happy. I am happy that I found friends that is willing to help and also friends that appreciated me for who I am. This first blog will be dedicated to everyone. Happy 2009! This is the sms that I got from friends...I got like 52 sms blessing me for the year....well it is like 5 times more then last year...I thank you all for the best wishes :