Exploring the Inside

I am quite surprised at the amount of fun that I had yesterday night until the twilight today. I mean it is damn interesting that the day began uninteresting even to a state of boring. I am playing cards in my auntie’s house from 3pm all the way to 6pm an d lost around 8 bucks. However, well it is for fun and I’m glad that the others are having so much fun about winning a few dollars for their 4D. Lol… I am also celebrating that I am able to get pass level 14 in Lumines which earns me a new song to choose when playing single player mode. Lol, I wonder if who cares about this anyway. About 5 past 7 , my darling drops into auntie’s house. Well she surprised me with a really “chiong” look. Something that I never seen in her for a long time. Well it is pleasant and I’m extremely pleased. I mean, she look gorgeous…kind of remind me of the song which Kelvin and Teck always sing in the KTV, “You look beautiful tonight”, or somethin g like that, I can’t really remember :P. We wen...

I was pondering over the story after I watched that show about 1 hr ago. It seems to come into pieces when i thought about it. Well it is something interesting about a lapse in space and a wormhole. Sounds very interesting indeed. The way the story is told, a rewind and recollection of the events that is happening. Although the introduction to the "live video" is interesting, I find that it is full of loopholes as they explain how they get the visuals. I find myself asking questions in my mind which the answers are given later in the story. Well i mean, that blows me away with such intriguing details. How the introduction of elements from the future that seems to change the time line in the space time continual. It excites me enough to keep watching as the time line continues after the introduction of the future Doug (Protagonist) in to the past. The story unfolds which make us wonder how the story is going to end. Will the story continue as it progress in the beginning of th...

Well i left the freaking card reader in my office and until today then i have the chance to view the pictures on my comp. Well this is a montage that is done with all the photos that I took on that day. Well it must be a day that I took the most pictures that I can take for 3 months haaa. I must thank my darling for bringing me all the way to Orchard Swensons for my birthday. She also bought me a blue Adidas bag. Knowing that my Billabong one is going to chui...lol...She is so sweet. Well after work today I was jioed to go to Sitex in Expo, well hoping to look at some Plasma TVs and showgirls. So disappointed. Only a couple of showgirls and also the Plasma TVs like no discount like that... No mood to take photos there today...but after some searching we actually didn't find showgirls but we found William and then Jackson and James instead...oh my...what a coincidence :P.. This is the two pictures I took there...eh...yeah only two pictures...enjoy... -Synn

Happy Birthday To Me~ Happy Birthday To Me~ Happy Birthday To Me..... HAPPY Birthday To Me!!!! Ok i sang that song!! haaaa....Thanks everyone!!!

I was watching Bleach halfway when Ziwei messaged me, well i intended to finish the show before replying to him. Seems like he gave a link to Youtube for Yui's song. Which is the song for bleach's newest opening, titled rollin' star, and guess what, it started a period of time which I went out to search for this little Japanese girl which is borned in the year 1987. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=glubBOkRwpw Rolling Star: Romanji Lyrics Mou gaman bakka shiterannai yo Iitai koto wa iwanakucha Kaerimichi yuugure no basutei Ochikonda senaka ni Bye Bye Bye Kimi no Fighting Pose misenakya Yume ni made mita you na sekai wa Arasoi mo naku heiwa na nichijou Demo genjitsu wa hibi torabutte Tama ni kuyandari shiteru Sonna Rolling Days Koronjattatte ii ja nai no Sonna toki wa waratte ageru Norikonda basu no oku kara Chiisaku hohoemi ga mieta Kimi wo tayori ni shiteru yo Yume ni made mita you na suiito kurabu Koibitotachi wa kakure ga wo sagasu no Demo genjitsu wa aenai hi ga Tsu...

I didn't understand alot of things. Maybe that is why I'm still learning. I love to be alone, Music, Design, Art, Talking to myself, Singing to myself, Searching for answers, I don't understand why the sky is blue, "They tell me it's blue!" I see it white, black, purple. I saw myself in the clouds. Drifting... Floating... Running... Transforming... Changing... Ah all the words. O all the words. Damn all the words. Understanding, Faking, Laughing, Annoyed, Disturbed... By everything, Doesn't seems right, Doesn't seems wrong, Doesn't seems anything, Hell, Heaven, Earth. Eh! What the heck am I talking about... Just a blog eh~ Well...thank you guys~~ For viewing until here... Cya guys ard!! -Synn

I personally think that this movie is so-so in terms of story. However for the people who have read the manga will have more idea on what is the movie trying to say. People who don't read the manga will think that the story is a little too rushed in the beginning. Anyway for the people who haven't watched this movie yet...go watch...it's worth the money. Anyway the movie is $8 dollars because I'm a Safra member. Lol...discounts on tics...glad that I spent on the membership Anyway GW:NIGHTFALL rulez... Chiaoz People!! -Synn

Nuff said...it's Guildwars:Nightfall Collectors Edition Well, I am waiting so long for the game, and finally it's out. At 4.30pm today, comics connection Toa Payoh called me and send me the news, well guess what, 4.45pm I was at the comics connection collecting my long awaited game. With trembling hands, I hold the box. It has got no mistake, I'm holding on my birthday present which I gave myself. Look above for the stuff that is inside the box. OMG! I reached home in record time, after cutting my hair meeting Roy at the hairdresser's and we sit down in the kopitiam for dinner. Well i still can't forget about Nightfall for a moment and the moment i reached home at 9.25pm, I rushed into the room and on the monitor (I don't off my PC), instantly i shake my mouse to bring the computer out of sleep mode and hammer a double click onto Guildwars Icon before sitting my ass down on the chair. I teared the access key card which is secured by a tearable side. Entered in t...

I admit that i'm not myself for the week. I wasn't enjoying myself at all. I get a smile onto my face. However today I snapped. I didn't know why...but just that I snapped...I shouted, I stamped my feet. I upsetted someone. I regretted what i did. It was over something small and unimportant. However I still want to say this to her, I'm sorry I still want her to understand. It is not her fault. I got angry because of alot of things is cramped up in my heart. I got angry because of failure to understand. I got angry because of an idiot at work. It is a sunday that I felt pressure. That sms from her was tearing me apart. It read like this "I never want to see u again. All men e same!" I read it with unusual peace. I expected it. I knew what was coming. She is right to type that. I shouldn't have gotten angry. Salvage works have been done. There is no results. I hope she will think it over. One Year of Relationship, One Incident. One incident which tears both ...

I was listening to this song. Ai Ku Gui by Jiang Mei Qi...it reminds me of so many things. The setting, mood and also alot of reasons why people cry. I really don't know. It made my heart heavy. I used to wonder why people cry, and how silly they are, and that crying doesn't solve the problem. Until one particular day...i finally understand. I understand that it is something which cannot be helped, and that it is a time to feel sorry for yourself before solving the problem. I never really cry once i'm in secondary school. In fact, I can't remember the reason I cried the last time... Perhaps it is something trival...well i'm a happy go lucky person maybe... Time to sleep~~ -Synn

Getting Scolded for nothing, Getting Scolded for helping, Getting Scolded for asking, Getting Scolded for reminding, Endurance... It is the word that I learned in Lone Wolf, a best selling gamebook back in my primary school days. I still have some of them...it's called EP, or Endurance Points. Ok, I'm talking nonsense... -Synn

想起了我喜爱的歌手来来去去就是那几个, 王力宏, 周杰伦, 飞儿乐团, 林志颖, 陈晓东 等等. 听完周杰伦的依然范特西, 让我想到了把他的歌串起来, 来一个我自己的刺激2007. 哈哈! 一定很过瘾 写给我自己的刺激2007 对不起, 分裂是太多借口, 其实安静瓦解, 懦夫的决定 对不起, 爱你不在西元前, 以父之名判决, 吉他断了铉 弹着萧邦的夜曲, 我退后, 看着枫叶落下, 我知道, 世界末日的珊瑚海, 搁浅着现时想回到过去 哦... 你发如雪凄美的眼泪, 我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪 黑暗已在空中盘旋, 这样也好开始没人注意到我 我对着黑白照片开始想象, 外婆的无奈 终于看开爱回不来, 却换不回的那张脸. 哈哈, 无聊.. 想想看找一个时间再来, 继续创作...睡觉了!! -沁

Guildwars is one of the only 3 games I play right now, also one of the 2 that is on my PC. Lol, anyway no one will want to know that. Guildwars and Warcraft III on my PC and also Disgaea 2 on the PS2. Just a background about Guildwars, it is rated 9.2/10 in this website that I totally forgot, and also psychoed by this friend steven which got me right into the game and then he and his brother disappeared. Lol... Guildwars has gone through 2 chapters named Prophecy and Factions, both excellent games and totally made this RPG geek nuts. I actually bought 2 of Factions. Why? It is because I bought the preorder pack which comes with the standard edition of factions. However, the collectors edition came next...and guess what...I bought it too :(. The reason why Warcraft III is still installed is because of a particular mod named DotA...okie that is old story :). Basically why i wrote today's blog is because, I'm dazzled by weekend's guildwars preview for Nightfall...Paragon total...

无聊的星期三, 想用中文的我又来了. 今天的感觉上下起伏好快, 像过山车一样. 我就像一个失去方向盘的车,游荡在街上. 对心理的自己说话. 上线后的我, 来到了部落格, 就啰里啰唆的打了一大堆垃圾. 心里很不爽. 但是, 有什么办法. 看一看, MSN 上面，一个可以说话的人都没有。生活，就是这样，需要别人的时候，那个别人就一定会消失。 好喜欢, 这段歌词, 来自飞轮海的夏雪 你的世界已经准时晴天 远方的我在夏天看雪 我的孤独慢慢冻结 在没有你的夜 给我的爱已经过了期限 而我的心在夏天下雪 明明寒冬已经很远 我还是无法结束这冬眠 我的世界乱了季节 赤道竟然会飘着雪 热带雨林的原野 看起来白茫茫一遍 回忆在我心中积雪 连日出也无法溶解 应该流汗的夏天 可是一直流眼泪 我觉得, 很有意义. 希望大家以这么认为. 好难过, 先行一部. -沁

Well it is another day which I will doze off to sleep early in the morning at my workplace. I admit that I didn't sleep early the night before and was quite torturing to wake up when you only have like 2 hours worth of sleep. That is ownage you know. Anyway the day pass pretty fast because as usual I am busy from 10am until like I'm off work. It was terrible, it was like chaotic and well I made it worse by making sure that everyone was as chaotic as I am because I can't stand information being passed to me halfway. Anyway I sort of blew my top as I began to blame the person who gave me the information and then I walk over to the senior admin manager and blame her for giving the admin the wrong information which in turn gave me the wrong information and leads to this mess. Well, work is work, after that I met Ziwei at Shaw Tower for this movie named Little Miss Sunshine. It is supposed to be a preview or something. Well, not bad, it is something which leads to terrible stoma...

Life is always very vibrant, and full of inspiration for all kinds of work, and that is what occurs to me. I became a genius in design overnight, while the spell only last for a day. When it wears off, i'm back to where i started... -Synn 最近写歌的感觉好多，让我无法克制。歌名，还没取，就当作是，爱情故事吧！ 我写给敏的 - 爱情故事 夜深了，为何他还没回家 心冷了，他的手机又没接 想透了，他应该很忙的 没时间，应酬这个小女孩 我哭了，他也不知为什么 我笑了，他也不知在哪儿 想走了，他却在路口等我了 我不知道，泪留下多少了，心里冰冷了，也许他会记得 他不知道，到底忙什么呢，他没时间，让我获得幸福呢？ 但是。。。 当我躺在他的怀中，幸福就涌上我心头， 他用牵我的手， 轻轻把我反锁在怀中， 当我在烦恼的时候，难过想死掉的时候， 他牵起了我的双手，轻轻的把我带走~ 用他的方式爱我~ 我可以明白~~ 可以明白~ 用我的方式爱他~ -沁

今天，有是一个让我陶醉得一天，当我在MRT上听IPOD得时后，第一首歌曲就是天天夜夜，听飞儿乐团的作品。当音乐响起，"How do I live without you, I want to know".　触动了我的心，我的心就这样平静了下来。常常在上班的路上，哼着歌曲，让我的脑海浮现了一些画面。让我写下了一些东西.. 弹着吉他，听着音乐 心里的话，唱出思念 握在手心，你的项链 渐渐浮现你的脸 哭红的眼，泪腺以干 你的背影，仍在心里 握着项链，无法冷静 已经握了三天 我的世界，崩溃 我的视线，暗追 你的背影，难寻 如何能再一次看见 我的眼泪，狂坠 我的时间，暂停 你的温柔，不见 如何能在～感觉... －沁

今天，利用中文的部落格，来告诉大家，其实我不是很擅长利用英文。 我是一个喜欢中文的男生，常常钻研中文的奥妙。所以，我很喜欢中文歌曲的词， 也非常注意，歌曲的内涵。 今天上部落格，只不过，是路过，顺便留言。哈哈，也许，有一天我会有比较建设性的东西与大家分享。 大家，加油，无论你做的是什么，都已定要全力以赴。 -沁 Edit: Dedicated to friends who doesn't read english. Today, I shall use chinese to write my blog. Actually I'm not really a good english user, however I am a guy who like the chinese language very much. That is why I like chinese songs, love the lyrics and takes note about the content of them. Today I'm just crossing over, just walking through, on the way, so just blog. Maybe one day, I will have something which is better to share with everyone. So everyone! Whatever you do, just make sure you give your 100% effort. - Synn

A part of me seems to have forgotten about the past until recently i reconnected to the IRC and found out that, actually a part of me has been left there. Most of my friends are still chatting, and they still remember about me! That is something that left warmth in my heart. Made a lot of new friends in the network as well, maybe it is just my chatting habits imbued in me. Had a week that is purely working, it was quite interesting to work for passion. Actually i have been creating quite alot of new stuff for me to be more productive and also more organised. Earned praises from my clients and also from the management of the company I am attached to. Alot of my friends ask me why did I still stick to this job after like 2 years. To them I should be changing and learn another field of the industry. Still sticking to my mindset, yes upgrading is right, however ultimately the point of life is to be successful in managing the next generation. I want to earn a comfortable life, a life that i...

I didn't know if that is post WCG sickness or something, i felt churning in my stomach at the thought of playing infront of everyone. I was watching the game in WCG at suntec, an 1 v 1 game for warcraft III ladder. It was intriguing, and also quite inspiring for me to take up ladder once more... they were pros...nevertheless it was an entertaining match...but from this picture it seems that all post sickness is all gone...:) Took some shots at the suntec corel aquarium. It is just amazing how all these "plants" or "animals" survive there. I mean it was gorgeous, the lights, the luminosity is definately interesting. I love how they glow in the dark. With the ultraviolet lights shining, and they are all there showing off themselves. I took the corels also with my handphone, I hope it turns out good, however after importing...I was sort of disappointed, so this scaled down version still look quite good hahaha... This is my WCG tag...with my name and nick, anyway I...

I always ask myself, what I want in my life. In the past, I really have no idea at all. In fact, I wanted everything for myself. I can say that I am a damn selfish person. Howevery if you tell me what i want today. I start to feel that the things that I want in the past is not what I want now. This tells me that I have changed. I began to like things that is intangible. I like music. I love music. I love to make people feel. I really treasure the ability which I can use my speech to change people's feeling. I was wondering these days, why am I so pessimistic about everything that I am doing so far. I wasn't like that in the past. I suddenly felt that I'm inferior in terms of everything. Felt crippled... I was not doing well in alot of things, while people are improving tremendously i felt myself standing still. I felt that i'm not moving at all. Not building constructively. I felt empty... I manage too many things at one time, I end up doing all of them at the same time...

I realised that time passes so fast when you didn't keep track of it. I have been working and working. One month has passed since I update my blog. I didn't really remember about the blog until I had to stay at home to wait for a phonecall for mobilisation. Actually I had already forgotten what is the meaning of staying at home. Usually I will be at work until late at night or outside with friends. The true meaning of staying a day at home alone by my computer, arranging my room and also arrange what is in my PC. Oh well, I am quite happy that I have the chance to do these before I totally forgot this feeling. Which brings me to a realisation that i must indeed plan time to relax at home and for once forget about the whole world. Quite alot of things changed that surprised even myself. I had a brand new G5 Mac at work suddenly. Well it speeds up my work instantly that I can finish quite alot of things within schedule... Oh, The Lunar Seventh Month is coming...Hope it doesn'...

It has been so many days since i updated my blog, it seems that I am very busy but alas, I am not really THAT busy enough to update my blog. Well, i am busy with something else...and i think you can see from this picture. Guildwars: Faction, the game that is so unique in nature as it is not required that you buy this version and also no monthly fees. So without the hassle of paying the monthly fee, I got myself this collectors edition. When i open up the box my eyes is exposed to these goodies. Sure enough I have the Box, the map of Cantha, the manuscript (also the instructions book), the guildwars faction art book, the CDs, the soundtrack, a mousepad, a quick reference guide and lastly a ncsoft catalogue. Wao isn't I excited towards these goodies. I am really impressed with the art book. I couldn't shoot what is inside, i'm afraid of copyright infringements hehe... Lol, i bought the collectors ed last friday, when i can actually enjoy it fully during the weekends. By the w...

Today, it was a good day man, i mean there is not much namecards to do. I really hate doing namecards for HSR. I mean all the time is spent on something which i just spent mindlessly doing. I really wish to be like... you know design postcards, design flyers. Well I did alot of postcard and flyers designs. Today is a day of inspiration, i was flowing with inspiration and also finished alot of things today i felt that it is a day of productivity... Sandi looks to be very passionate about architectural stuff, well i brought her to basheers and her eyes is gleaming at rows and rows of books. Interesting, I get to know more about this "mysteries" girl. LOL.... Dinner with steven, damn long never see him already. I'm quite happy that he is doing very well in his company and all the achievements that he has done. I can't help to feel abit down because i think that I didn't have alot of achievements in my company well...i think it is not that good in comparison... I felt...

I really cannot make myself post everyday. Well another week has passed since I updated. I have enjoyed myself for this week while everything is going the way i wanted and also i have alot of things that I have done after leaving it there for a long time. I cleared up my room once more clearing more things that i didn't bother to touch the last time. I cleared up not only physical space but also virtual space. Deleted some programs that I didn't even touch for a long time. IE ... Steam. I made myself go back to laddering for warcraft III, 2 wins and 2 losts i guess it's not bad for a rusty player eh? lol guess i'm really bored about dotA...and i felt so refresh when i saw that i have to build buildings instead of just rushing with a hero... Happy belated birthday to Jak! Hey i also went back to playing billiard, although i always lost but i think i'm getting better after each and every time i played. I didn't really know what to write today, as i was out of word...

I went to have fun during my weekends and I almost didn't want to finish up my work. Well lol. I got myself a wonderful dinner on friday with one of my more looked up person named Richard. Richard is a full-time real estate agent. His experience and knowledge are so deep that when you talk to him, all confidence will dissolve without a trace. I enjoyed my conversations with him, and through this particular conversation i learned alot without knowing. We talk about sales, the way to talk to people, and also some management tricks. He thought that, when you wanted someone to have a particular feeling to you, you must feel the same towards that someone. Meaning if you want a person to respect you, you must first respect him. Although I always thought that I knew that, but I really never do it. This is what he thought me, about talking, or simply put; negotiation. 1) Steer 2) Manage 3) Control Steer the situation towards yourself. Stay away from your odds. Manage the situation properly...

Well it is a good wednesday for me at least and having alot of fun. It was a day of productivity in my opinion and also a day which I was so late for work and still produce an amount of work equal everyday. I was amazed at the speed of working and also a schedule of perfectly timed tasks that came one after another. Well i had the Van Fan Yi Chen's Love Story album playing on my mac and it was perfect. I think i started to learn this song when he sang it in the Guess Guess Guess show last week. I felt that it just matches alot of things that i felt and it was true. Not alot of LJ people today so considering it I had a great day. I got complained that my namecards production is too slow. However I only give a 4 days backtrack in an agency of strength 3000. I, myself and me is trying so hard to satisfy this bunch of agents and that I am so pissed that they just backstab me. However I ain't gonna be angry because they probably just want me to be pissed. Nah, i ain't gonna let ...

A moment of reminiscence... A moment of silence for the death of myself. Well i should say, the death of the one who is hated by most of the people. I looked at the pictures which i didn't wanted to look at since August 2005. The contents of the folder in the computer is dated most recently August 2005. I deleted most of the pictures that is inside there which brings back dreaded memories of that moments of life which i wanted buried. It brings back so many things. When the clock strucks 1, i felt that, the part of me has vapourised. I felt so much happier. Not only that, i felt that my circle of friends suddenly just came in like never before. It is indeed my attitude problems, and being more logical and using more of my brains before acting, the amount of focus on all the things i'm doing. Passion is never stronger... Anyway, I had fun in the previous DotA game...playing a medusa going a stupid support build...but it works :D...fun fun... -Insanity...

Thanks to Kelv for the series of audio books that is quite entertaining, and it made my travelling quite enjoying. I "read" about space and time and also how to talk and influence friends. Also something about upgrading Millionaire....felt quite inspired by every words that I hear. I was more cheerful for everything I do. Even if there are irritating clients around, I am still smiling. The book is right, I shall be passionate about what I am doing. Being more passionate about helping the people in the office to do what they want. However, still I felt that there should be an invisible line between favors and jobs. There is an irritating agent which is there to criticise about the company's namecard. She is not happy about the company's Logo and wants to change it. I mean...who can change a company's logo? It makes no sense at all. I was quite offended when i took out my company's namecard and she said that it was not presentable. I mean what the heck. She said...

Thanks to Kelv for the series of audio books that is quite entertaining, and it made my travelling quite enjoying. I "read" about space and time and also how to talk and influence friends. Also something about upgrading Millionaire....felt quite inspired by every words that I hear. I was more cheerful for everything I do. Even if there are irritating clients around, I am still smiling. The book is right, I shall be passionate about what I am doing. Being more passionate about helping the people in the office to do what they want. However, still I felt that there should be an invisible line between favors and jobs. There is an irritating agent which is there to criticise about the company's namecard. She is not happy about the company's Logo and wants to change it. I mean...who can change a company's logo? It makes no sense at all. I was quite offended when i took out my company's namecard and she said that it was not presentable. I mean what the heck. She said...

Thanks to Kelv for the series of audio books that is quite entertaining, and it made my travelling quite enjoying. I "read" about space and time and also how to talk and influence friends. Also something about upgrading Millionaire....felt quite inspired by every words that I hear. I was more cheerful for everything I do. Even if there are irritating clients around, I am still smiling. The book is right, I shall be passionate about what I am doing. Being more passionate about helping the people in the office to do what they want. However, still I felt that there should be an invisible line between favors and jobs. There is an irritating agent which is there to criticise about the company's namecard. She is not happy about the company's Logo and wants to change it. I mean...who can change a company's logo? It makes no sense at all. I was quite offended when i took out my company's namecard and she said that it was not presentable. I mean what the heck. She said...

It has occured to me that i cannot maintain the task of updating the blog daily, or even three days one time. I am trying hard to make sense of my life since the last entry. I mean i had a rollarcoaster in terms of emotions. I tried to make sense of what am I doing since I remember to remember. Start with my job, i mean, man! I love my job, and I like to talk to the people that is around in the office i'm attached to. However, lately the company is expanding and wanted so much to expand which they bring in all the trash from the real estate industry. They bring in so many people who is unreasonable, unprofessional, unsure, inexperience, attitude...there is so many words that can continue from this sentance. They overrun the admin people and then, they overrun me with reasons that don't make sense. That pissed me off. So many times, too many incidents, and most are the result of those trash people. I wish they will just disappear. I got myself a new book to ready, after thinkin...

I discovered that this is the seventh entry to this blog. Double-O 7, sounds so James Bond haha. Another day passed without any real happening event. However there is some things that is worth remembering and also some ideas that might be useful in future. Met up with a senior director of a real estate company which happens to be an semi-professional photographer. We are suppose to meet up and chat about the possiblities of printing flyers and also something about his bookmarks. After talking so much about our hobbies, which is photography, i find that he became more friendly. I guess that is what happen when you get into a topic which the person is interested in, he will talk more. After he saw the postcard with a good photograph of the nightscene of orchard shot from on top of Fort Canning hill, he was amused and entertained by the picture. He then ask me a question which makes me quite embarrassed to answer. He asked who shot the picture from the postcard, and i just promptly replie...

Time passed so fast, and the last time I spend my time to remember my past was like...well i forgot. Anyway today is another Saturday that I spent to just, well remember it all. I remember things that is so long ago. My Primary School and Secondary School lives. The part where I am influenced by people to climb higher, and the absurd past that i live in people's shadows. Had a chat with Min and Ervin in Starbucks Orchard which is previously the Hello Singtel shop today. Well it did bring back alot of my lost memory which i had decided to place it far away, out of reach. It was fascinating, and exhiliarating. Something made me feel that I should indeed place all of these once again, far away and unreachable. Confirmation of the most important truth i had to know about my gaming life. I was far from expectation, the invitations nowadays comes rare and scarce in between, and it came from the same people. I was wondering if it was just my imagination which is known to myself to be vivi...

Well, what can I say. When I say that heaven is unfair to me for a certain thing in my life, it return to me in another way. I said that, "Heaven! Why are you so unfair. When people can earn so much in their life and I only earn such pathetic peanuts". The remark must have alert some kind of detection sensors in heaven and send a message to whoever is in charge up there. They return to me something incredible. Which is a very simple thing really, and that is "The Opportunity to Learn". How many times I will skim through a book and then evaluate it with the very least information i got from the skim saying that it is good or not good. How many times I was recommended a book but I didn't bother to look for it. How many times I was taught something but I didn't bother to think about it. How many .... How many .... Too many! Nowadays a good book which is worth reading is worth a million dollars. The information is worth a million dollars. The ideas and philosoph...

It has been a long time since I remember how I wanted so much to watch a movie. This time the one movie which makes me go bogus is named "Da Vinci Code". It is one book which i enjoyed from the author Dan Brown other then his other book named "Angels and Demons". The movie will be released on 19 May. The day is slow and as usual for a monday, something which pissed me off today comes again and again. People who drags me along with their foul mood. Richmond Morier is right, people are going around trying to drag people down with their bottomless abyss. However, that sentance just stuns me out of my trance. Definately, thanks to him, my mood has lighten. The time from 4pm to 6pm is especially busy when there is so many things to handle and so little time. Definately i think i'm so exhausted and also designated to so many things at one time. Totally i was too packed up with the schedule. Was thinking about darling...however don't know why, just when i wanted to...

It is another Saturday of happening for me of course....well i have quite a fruitful day. I attended a course on the power of the mind. It gave me so much ideas about myself and also how i can condition my mind to take on all the challenges in the world. I felt that even if I am equipped enough, i must understand that whether what i had equipped is appropriate. A few new readings for me this month I think; - How to Win Friends & Influence People by Dale Carnegie - The Power Of The Subconscience Mind by Dr Joseph Murphy - Think & Grow Rich by Napolean Hill - Rich Dad Poor Dad by Robert Kiyosaki After understand quite abit from the lecturer, i felt more moltivated and also more hungry for success. It really helped to contribute to my mind with the conditioned moltivation. Outing with Shary, Jay, Jak, Ervin and my Girlfriend. Played a 2 hrs games in pool junction. Find myself quite out of focus today and lost alot, however I still enjoy the whole session. Found that actually games...

Something which cost me around $198 today...Actually an upgrade to my previous phone which is the Nokia 3100. Tada!!! The Sony Ericsson K750I!! Well i'm not into the 3G yet...so i'm more of a budget guy :)...anyway it's a fantastic phone. Best for a camera-crazy guy like me...Hiak Hiak...Well it sports a 2 Megapixel Camera... This picture is taken from this camera without any retouch just a size change only... HSR is not open today, so i had the whole office to my own. Well not really to my own...there is a few admins who stayed back today. People like Xiangjin, Juliana and May. Anyway after that a few agents managed to slipped in, but they didn't give me any trouble... I rushed alot of namecards today...around 60 boxes of namecards...well lets hope Zana is prepared for it on Monday haha... Not alot of things happen today but i feel that it is one of the most relaxed weekdays i ever had for a long time. Anyway maybe it is because of the absence of all the agents in the ...

Basically I decided to create another personal blog other then the friendster one. The name is too long and difficult to remember. Besides there is another service which most of my friends are using which is more user-friendly, so i will be changing my blog feature from friendster all the way to this place. I'm not intending to advertise this blog in the first month until i can make myself come over and update this place everyday. The reason for starting up a blog is to continue my writing hobbies. I was a frequent writer some years ago and due to my schedule i didn't have the chance to continue writing. My hope is that most of the articles that i post here are more or less helpful if not interesting to whoever is reading it. Including my rumblings of life, and also some experiences which i think everyone should know or better, to tell everyone about some good things or some good services to exploit or enjoy. So well, sit back and relax as my fingers will type in anything that ...