A week of reminiscence

A part of me seems to have forgotten about the past until recently i reconnected to the IRC and found out that, actually a part of me has been left there. Most of my friends are still chatting, and they still remember about me! That is something that left warmth in my heart. Made a lot of new friends in the network as well, maybe it is just my chatting habits imbued in me.

Had a week that is purely working, it was quite interesting to work for passion. Actually i have been creating quite alot of new stuff for me to be more productive and also more organised. Earned praises from my clients and also from the management of the company I am attached to. Alot of my friends ask me why did I still stick to this job after like 2 years. To them I should be changing and learn another field of the industry. Still sticking to my mindset, yes upgrading is right, however ultimately the point of life is to be successful in managing the next generation.

I want to earn a comfortable life, a life that is worryless, i wonder whether that is the right word to use :). I want the woman living with me to have the same comfortable life as me, a happy family. I want to be happy. I'm working hard now, so I can be happy for the rest of my life. However, lately i felt that i should be enjoying more then working. Why should I keep myself so busy?

So many things to think about. There is so many things I want to do, and so little time. I is so hard to juggle, so hard to compete. I want to be the best in whatever things I'm doing, so sacrifice is needed. I have to sacrifice some of the things that I wanted to do, and the problem is I didn't know what to sacrifice in the first place. I wanted to be better in photoshop and illustrator and also I want to go back to Flash and 3D, I wanted to be more skilled in the game named DotA, and also wanted to continue the story mode in Guildwars, I wanted to spend more time to clean up my room, i wanted more time to listen to great music, I wanted more time to read, I wanted more time to spend with my girlfriend. All these add up to a catastrophic of timetable.

Anyway I resolved these to my mind, Whatever i want to do, I just do...results don't seems to matter anymore...It is the duration..

-Synn Signed Off

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