Exploring the Inside

I recieved an sms a few days ago, so i decided to share it with everyone :D 1月25日，雪灾＝天灾 3月14日，藏独＝人祸 5月12日，地震＝地灾 1+2+5=08 3+1+4=08 5+1+2=08 08年08月08日奥运会巧合？ 地震发生那天正好是距08年08月08日奥运会还差88天在加这个，都是巧合！ 真是佩服李白，在唐朝就知道今年奥运，地震了： 北暮苍山兰舟四 京无落霞缀清川 奥年叶落缘分地 运水微漾人却震 前四个字 －－－ 北京奥运 后四个字 －－－ 四川地震 Abit wu liaoz....but quite interesting indeed... -Synn

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2008_Sichuan_earthquake A minute of silence to the people who died here. May alive and trapped get rescue and the dead carry on their journey to their afterlifes... A minute of silence... - Synn

Chong Er Was looking at some older photo collection albums of mine, I actually discovered that, I have so many... -_-". As a scale...I have like 24gb (well closed to :D it was 23.789.....gb nvm..) of downloaded photo contents which I have cleared to like 1gb...LOL. Most of those are through 10 years of collection that 1) i have never browsed at 2) I have no idea I have it, 3) Just a plain want. I mean these lot is on virtual space and perhaps if these lot is occupying reality space, I would have thrown them all away like eons ago. Digital space...it's so cheap and not only that, the versatility is so high. You can store all sorts of things there, photos, videos, documents, etc...etc... Are we taking all these digital space for granted? I have bought like hard disk, CDs (in the past), DVD, perhaps even blu ray in the future to store all these contents. Are these really need? Perhaps to the rest of my friends, Porn. Realplayer, Windows Media Player, Quicktime, XVID, DIVX etc...T...

It pains my heart to see this...The news have been reporting, and so many people are frustrated. The world sent help, but the aid teams are delayed. There are humans out there! Hey! There are people! Not animals man. God damn it, it is human hell out there in Myanmar.  Cyclone Nargis struck the lower deltas of Lrrawaddy last saturday killing a toll of maybe 100,000 dead in today's strait times. It is horrible to even imagine what kind of lifes are these people having over there. The aids and everything was sent by UN and there is this heck care people over there refusing/delaying visas of the professionals that is suppose to be there helping THEIR people. I cannot understand what the heck is going on over there...Perhaps politically...but letting people die like that as if they are valueless pieces of meat living like zombies...what the... I think I lost it when I picked up the papers today, this is ridiculous. Nargis, 190km/h winds and then followed by a tsunami hit the area, and ...

Recent activities has left me nearly breathless at night, I mean there is so many things that is on my mind and I cannot do it now. Not to mention that I have to remember it until i get the time to do it. This blog has been left stagnant for like a month? I got to force myself to do this personal stuff before going back to work again. Life is peaceful for 6 months from the previous place that I have worked. Now I am posted to a place where I am not so disturbed but yet able to plan my time to finish what my clients has requested me to do. No entangled by phonelines, and handphone and walk in customers. Bleh.. Yesterday a client just broke my record, I got my first dressing down by a client for like 6 months from HSR, however i felt peaceful and there is not once in my life that I didn't feel the urge to retaliate any abusive words thrown to me. I am like normal and it feels like part and parcel of everyday life. I was delighted that how that client phrased his words and I really...

I was looking deep inside to find what exactly I want, the opportunity found me however I am still thinking if this is really what I wanted to do or should I go back to where I was previously. I seriously search my heart and memories. Where did my goals lie and what should I be doing to create results. Thanks to Changchun that i get to know some great people yesterday. Eric Feng, which is the person which coached me for about 2 hrs in SMU yesterday in his seminar "How to be a human magnet" It is an interesting course and i bet i will never learnt what i have learnt by myself in the future. The course is interesting with an "extra dose" of humor. I learnt that what i have gained in this two years is not sheer luck and effort. It is what buttons I have pressed. It made me look back and thank that friend which has made such a change in my life and I really thank her for slapping me awake. It is in this rainy season that I will think of her and it sometimes made me moo...

The first light of the sun shines on me today... I have been thinking for the whole night... What have I done...? Unfortunately I knew it very well this time... It is my fault... - Synn

Light is something that alot of people is looking for... "Light at the end of the tunnel" Perhaps I am also looking for the firefly in my world, waiting for the light to appear in front of my eyes. Waiting and waiting...Walking on this unlit path, it is a path that is unfamilier to me, totally strange, and i'm walking on this path without knowing where it leads me to, and hopefully it will bring me to where I want to go. I am quite lost recently due to the events that happen in my life, to a stage that I'm wondering if I have made a mistake in making friends, or I have made a mistake knowing some people. I even wondering if I am doing the right things in the first place. Am I really as good as I thought myself to be? Am i walking too fast?? "You are walking too fast, and neglecting everyone that is walking with you, you are well ahead but alone..." Was chatting on msn and I am given this words...am I struggling to find the light to my destiny? I know ...

There is a few things that rocked the world living my life as serene as always...all these happened far away from my life. Recently the sex scandal of Edison Chen leads the way, the topics filled all table talks and gossips. Most of the chats leads to the news for Edison Chen and a fellow blogger has a great collection of the photos for the unfortunate starlets that is involved. Some risking cancellation of weddings to divorces and forcing the main protagonist dropping a latest movie. Raising concerns in internet security is something that is invisible to alot of people, and practising good habits to prevent such a thing is something that is inevitable. It is another spending on PS3 game, this time it's the 4th installment to a famous series named devil may cry...Fantastic game that kept me glued to the screen for 5 hours in a row...it has been a long time since I played a hack and slash game...and I must say this is one of the best that I have played so far in my life...interestin...

Work Work! This is what describe me basically...Full of Work and when I get home...it's SOOOO LATE!!! Anyway finally got a chance to come here and blog blog~~ Anyway I don't know what to blog today...HAPPY Chinese New Year!!!

I am thinking about mutation the other day and I was introduced to a friend's problem...A level of love which is introduced to escapism and in reality it turns the table on her...I was quite shocked when I heard the story, but I was not the person who gets the facts out of the horse mouth...however even if I am the 8th generation from the source of the information....I believe I will still be very very disturbed... Why does the word mutation linked in this instance...The whole incident started with love...love from the parents and love from the man...and the woman is stucked in between a complicated incident which threatens to divide her into two halves. She has to escape...she has no way to escape...she has a plan...and she has to use this plan to plan an escape...and never did she expect...the problem will grow after a few years... She is abused...with all human rights seized...trapped in confusion...slapped with curfew, and worst, stripped of her freedom. She is simple, however ...

Wondering if anyone has seen Mushishi...a japanese anime which explores the mystical organisms named mushi...micro organism that only the selected few can come across and get in contact with them... "People who listens more, gain wisdom" I found that I have not been listening...I have been deaf... Alot of people who is reading this may be thinking that...I should have known this long time ago...I believe i needed someone to slap me awake...and that person appeared infront of me...and he slapped me awake... I believe I have woke up from my dreamland...and be serious about alot of things... The time is now.... - Synn

Wondering if anyone has seen Mushishi...a japanese anime which explores the mystical organisms named mushi...micro organism that only the selected few can come across and get in contact with them... "People who listens more, gain wisdom" I found that I have not been listening...I have been deaf... Alot of people who is reading this may be thinking that...I should have known this long time ago...I believe i needed someone to slap me awake...and that person appeared infront of me...and he slapped me awake... I believe I have woke up from my dreamland...and be serious about alot of things... The time is now.... - Synn

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Edward_Bernays I was quite amazed by the amount of information that is stored in Wayne's Head. He must have read alot. What he said in a "La Tao Huay" session is strongly affixed into my mind. His persistence in his ideals, and also the way he sees the situation happening in the design industry here. The topic that was brought up and reminded by Cheemun was this person named Edward Bernays. I was looking around the internet and suddenly this person strikes me and I actually went over to google and check this person out...."The Father of PR - Edward Bernay". I forgot to ask Cheemun about the spelling of this person, and ended up with searches like "Albert Bernau, Albert Bernaoau, Edward Bernao etc...". Looks like I am desperately in need for hearing aids. Anyway it is inspirational to read about what this person did in difficult times and do things that people think is impossible... - Synn

What a topic... Everyday we make decisions, however at times we end up not making one... And it ends up with having the problem still wandering in the mind... Was talking to a friend and he was sharing this idea to me... How about you take don't know from your life... Or find a time that you say Yes or No clearly... Or find a time that you say Good or Bad... No more ambiguious answer... "Hows everything?" "Like that lor..." Irritating.... lol Anyway I was sharing with darling...and i seems to have angered her... Sorry Darling! Seems that I am too excited to share what I have learned today... Hope that she sleeps well... Goodnights - Synn

http://disgaea.jp/3/ I was wondering if I was possessed...I am obsessed with leveling in this game... I am obsessed with leveling and then reset it back to zero (reincarnation) Then Level Up again....(rinse and repeat) Well...leveling in virtual world or reality is quite different I believe I am also obsessed with leveling in reality... Sounds interesting... - Synn

Happy New Year Everybody!! Sleepy.... - Synn

Getting Over Something is sometimes not easy to do when the memories is deeply rooted in the mind. Sometimes it requires tremendous effort, just to forget something, when ironically you forget something effortlessly when you need to remember it... A movie that I personally rated 4 stars out of 5. Why i say that...i should say after watching a few movies that is more or less the same...I think that changing my taste for movies sometimes is not...a bad idea. A show which I guess will stay in my mind for a long time...A quite a nice approach to tell a story. A story that make alot of people relate to personal experiences in the past. A flim directed by Wong Kar Wai which is 王家卫. A director from Hong Kong which is renowned for his artistic movies. Well...i guess that rings a bell when i was on my way up to the theatre...My mind seems be sleeping throughout... Merry Christmas my readers...If there is any... -Synn

Sometimes i feel the need to understand, Sometimes I feel the need to realise, Sometimes I feel the need to think, Reflection... I have been very busy... I forgotten alot of things, I should say I sacrificed alot of things... I have exchanged things that is deared to me the future... Lately I have been thinking, I have sacrificed too many things around me... It is time to make amendments... I was sitting alone in riverine yesterday... I was thinking about my life...my future...my values...my philosophy I am confused...I have traded things...but am I truly happy? I made people happy however the one dear to me is not... I solved the problems of many however the one dear to me is not... I made money so I am happy however the one dear to me is not... Balance... It is quite a hard thing to do... I am again quite confused... quite down... feeling left out... - Synn

I like my sight... I can see things that brings me a variety of emotions... It brings meaning to life as the information of the world surge through my nerves... To the Brain... To my Body... I like my sight... I can do things whatever I like, and it brings me accomplishment... It brings meaning to life as the sense of satisfaction surge through my nerves... To the Brain... To my Body.... - Synn