Exploring the Inside

I realised that time passes so fast when you didn't keep track of it. I have been working and working. One month has passed since I update my blog. I didn't really remember about the blog until I had to stay at home to wait for a phonecall for mobilisation. Actually I had already forgotten what is the meaning of staying at home. Usually I will be at work until late at night or outside with friends. The true meaning of staying a day at home alone by my computer, arranging my room and also arrange what is in my PC. Oh well, I am quite happy that I have the chance to do these before I totally forgot this feeling. Which brings me to a realisation that i must indeed plan time to relax at home and for once forget about the whole world. Quite alot of things changed that surprised even myself. I had a brand new G5 Mac at work suddenly. Well it speeds up my work instantly that I can finish quite alot of things within schedule... Oh, The Lunar Seventh Month is coming...Hope it doesn'...

It has been so many days since i updated my blog, it seems that I am very busy but alas, I am not really THAT busy enough to update my blog. Well, i am busy with something else...and i think you can see from this picture. Guildwars: Faction, the game that is so unique in nature as it is not required that you buy this version and also no monthly fees. So without the hassle of paying the monthly fee, I got myself this collectors edition. When i open up the box my eyes is exposed to these goodies. Sure enough I have the Box, the map of Cantha, the manuscript (also the instructions book), the guildwars faction art book, the CDs, the soundtrack, a mousepad, a quick reference guide and lastly a ncsoft catalogue. Wao isn't I excited towards these goodies. I am really impressed with the art book. I couldn't shoot what is inside, i'm afraid of copyright infringements hehe... Lol, i bought the collectors ed last friday, when i can actually enjoy it fully during the weekends. By the w...

Today, it was a good day man, i mean there is not much namecards to do. I really hate doing namecards for HSR. I mean all the time is spent on something which i just spent mindlessly doing. I really wish to be like... you know design postcards, design flyers. Well I did alot of postcard and flyers designs. Today is a day of inspiration, i was flowing with inspiration and also finished alot of things today i felt that it is a day of productivity... Sandi looks to be very passionate about architectural stuff, well i brought her to basheers and her eyes is gleaming at rows and rows of books. Interesting, I get to know more about this "mysteries" girl. LOL.... Dinner with steven, damn long never see him already. I'm quite happy that he is doing very well in his company and all the achievements that he has done. I can't help to feel abit down because i think that I didn't have alot of achievements in my company well...i think it is not that good in comparison... I felt...

I really cannot make myself post everyday. Well another week has passed since I updated. I have enjoyed myself for this week while everything is going the way i wanted and also i have alot of things that I have done after leaving it there for a long time. I cleared up my room once more clearing more things that i didn't bother to touch the last time. I cleared up not only physical space but also virtual space. Deleted some programs that I didn't even touch for a long time. IE ... Steam. I made myself go back to laddering for warcraft III, 2 wins and 2 losts i guess it's not bad for a rusty player eh? lol guess i'm really bored about dotA...and i felt so refresh when i saw that i have to build buildings instead of just rushing with a hero... Happy belated birthday to Jak! Hey i also went back to playing billiard, although i always lost but i think i'm getting better after each and every time i played. I didn't really know what to write today, as i was out of word...

I went to have fun during my weekends and I almost didn't want to finish up my work. Well lol. I got myself a wonderful dinner on friday with one of my more looked up person named Richard. Richard is a full-time real estate agent. His experience and knowledge are so deep that when you talk to him, all confidence will dissolve without a trace. I enjoyed my conversations with him, and through this particular conversation i learned alot without knowing. We talk about sales, the way to talk to people, and also some management tricks. He thought that, when you wanted someone to have a particular feeling to you, you must feel the same towards that someone. Meaning if you want a person to respect you, you must first respect him. Although I always thought that I knew that, but I really never do it. This is what he thought me, about talking, or simply put; negotiation. 1) Steer 2) Manage 3) Control Steer the situation towards yourself. Stay away from your odds. Manage the situation properly...

Well it is a good wednesday for me at least and having alot of fun. It was a day of productivity in my opinion and also a day which I was so late for work and still produce an amount of work equal everyday. I was amazed at the speed of working and also a schedule of perfectly timed tasks that came one after another. Well i had the Van Fan Yi Chen's Love Story album playing on my mac and it was perfect. I think i started to learn this song when he sang it in the Guess Guess Guess show last week. I felt that it just matches alot of things that i felt and it was true. Not alot of LJ people today so considering it I had a great day. I got complained that my namecards production is too slow. However I only give a 4 days backtrack in an agency of strength 3000. I, myself and me is trying so hard to satisfy this bunch of agents and that I am so pissed that they just backstab me. However I ain't gonna be angry because they probably just want me to be pissed. Nah, i ain't gonna let ...

A moment of reminiscence... A moment of silence for the death of myself. Well i should say, the death of the one who is hated by most of the people. I looked at the pictures which i didn't wanted to look at since August 2005. The contents of the folder in the computer is dated most recently August 2005. I deleted most of the pictures that is inside there which brings back dreaded memories of that moments of life which i wanted buried. It brings back so many things. When the clock strucks 1, i felt that, the part of me has vapourised. I felt so much happier. Not only that, i felt that my circle of friends suddenly just came in like never before. It is indeed my attitude problems, and being more logical and using more of my brains before acting, the amount of focus on all the things i'm doing. Passion is never stronger... Anyway, I had fun in the previous DotA game...playing a medusa going a stupid support build...but it works :D...fun fun... -Insanity...

Thanks to Kelv for the series of audio books that is quite entertaining, and it made my travelling quite enjoying. I "read" about space and time and also how to talk and influence friends. Also something about upgrading Millionaire....felt quite inspired by every words that I hear. I was more cheerful for everything I do. Even if there are irritating clients around, I am still smiling. The book is right, I shall be passionate about what I am doing. Being more passionate about helping the people in the office to do what they want. However, still I felt that there should be an invisible line between favors and jobs. There is an irritating agent which is there to criticise about the company's namecard. She is not happy about the company's Logo and wants to change it. I mean...who can change a company's logo? It makes no sense at all. I was quite offended when i took out my company's namecard and she said that it was not presentable. I mean what the heck. She said...

Thanks to Kelv for the series of audio books that is quite entertaining, and it made my travelling quite enjoying. I "read" about space and time and also how to talk and influence friends. Also something about upgrading Millionaire....felt quite inspired by every words that I hear. I was more cheerful for everything I do. Even if there are irritating clients around, I am still smiling. The book is right, I shall be passionate about what I am doing. Being more passionate about helping the people in the office to do what they want. However, still I felt that there should be an invisible line between favors and jobs. There is an irritating agent which is there to criticise about the company's namecard. She is not happy about the company's Logo and wants to change it. I mean...who can change a company's logo? It makes no sense at all. I was quite offended when i took out my company's namecard and she said that it was not presentable. I mean what the heck. She said...

Thanks to Kelv for the series of audio books that is quite entertaining, and it made my travelling quite enjoying. I "read" about space and time and also how to talk and influence friends. Also something about upgrading Millionaire....felt quite inspired by every words that I hear. I was more cheerful for everything I do. Even if there are irritating clients around, I am still smiling. The book is right, I shall be passionate about what I am doing. Being more passionate about helping the people in the office to do what they want. However, still I felt that there should be an invisible line between favors and jobs. There is an irritating agent which is there to criticise about the company's namecard. She is not happy about the company's Logo and wants to change it. I mean...who can change a company's logo? It makes no sense at all. I was quite offended when i took out my company's namecard and she said that it was not presentable. I mean what the heck. She said...

It has occured to me that i cannot maintain the task of updating the blog daily, or even three days one time. I am trying hard to make sense of my life since the last entry. I mean i had a rollarcoaster in terms of emotions. I tried to make sense of what am I doing since I remember to remember. Start with my job, i mean, man! I love my job, and I like to talk to the people that is around in the office i'm attached to. However, lately the company is expanding and wanted so much to expand which they bring in all the trash from the real estate industry. They bring in so many people who is unreasonable, unprofessional, unsure, inexperience, attitude...there is so many words that can continue from this sentance. They overrun the admin people and then, they overrun me with reasons that don't make sense. That pissed me off. So many times, too many incidents, and most are the result of those trash people. I wish they will just disappear. I got myself a new book to ready, after thinkin...

I discovered that this is the seventh entry to this blog. Double-O 7, sounds so James Bond haha. Another day passed without any real happening event. However there is some things that is worth remembering and also some ideas that might be useful in future. Met up with a senior director of a real estate company which happens to be an semi-professional photographer. We are suppose to meet up and chat about the possiblities of printing flyers and also something about his bookmarks. After talking so much about our hobbies, which is photography, i find that he became more friendly. I guess that is what happen when you get into a topic which the person is interested in, he will talk more. After he saw the postcard with a good photograph of the nightscene of orchard shot from on top of Fort Canning hill, he was amused and entertained by the picture. He then ask me a question which makes me quite embarrassed to answer. He asked who shot the picture from the postcard, and i just promptly replie...

Time passed so fast, and the last time I spend my time to remember my past was like...well i forgot. Anyway today is another Saturday that I spent to just, well remember it all. I remember things that is so long ago. My Primary School and Secondary School lives. The part where I am influenced by people to climb higher, and the absurd past that i live in people's shadows. Had a chat with Min and Ervin in Starbucks Orchard which is previously the Hello Singtel shop today. Well it did bring back alot of my lost memory which i had decided to place it far away, out of reach. It was fascinating, and exhiliarating. Something made me feel that I should indeed place all of these once again, far away and unreachable. Confirmation of the most important truth i had to know about my gaming life. I was far from expectation, the invitations nowadays comes rare and scarce in between, and it came from the same people. I was wondering if it was just my imagination which is known to myself to be vivi...

Well, what can I say. When I say that heaven is unfair to me for a certain thing in my life, it return to me in another way. I said that, "Heaven! Why are you so unfair. When people can earn so much in their life and I only earn such pathetic peanuts". The remark must have alert some kind of detection sensors in heaven and send a message to whoever is in charge up there. They return to me something incredible. Which is a very simple thing really, and that is "The Opportunity to Learn". How many times I will skim through a book and then evaluate it with the very least information i got from the skim saying that it is good or not good. How many times I was recommended a book but I didn't bother to look for it. How many times I was taught something but I didn't bother to think about it. How many .... How many .... Too many! Nowadays a good book which is worth reading is worth a million dollars. The information is worth a million dollars. The ideas and philosoph...

It has been a long time since I remember how I wanted so much to watch a movie. This time the one movie which makes me go bogus is named "Da Vinci Code". It is one book which i enjoyed from the author Dan Brown other then his other book named "Angels and Demons". The movie will be released on 19 May. The day is slow and as usual for a monday, something which pissed me off today comes again and again. People who drags me along with their foul mood. Richmond Morier is right, people are going around trying to drag people down with their bottomless abyss. However, that sentance just stuns me out of my trance. Definately, thanks to him, my mood has lighten. The time from 4pm to 6pm is especially busy when there is so many things to handle and so little time. Definately i think i'm so exhausted and also designated to so many things at one time. Totally i was too packed up with the schedule. Was thinking about darling...however don't know why, just when i wanted to...

It is another Saturday of happening for me of course....well i have quite a fruitful day. I attended a course on the power of the mind. It gave me so much ideas about myself and also how i can condition my mind to take on all the challenges in the world. I felt that even if I am equipped enough, i must understand that whether what i had equipped is appropriate. A few new readings for me this month I think; - How to Win Friends & Influence People by Dale Carnegie - The Power Of The Subconscience Mind by Dr Joseph Murphy - Think & Grow Rich by Napolean Hill - Rich Dad Poor Dad by Robert Kiyosaki After understand quite abit from the lecturer, i felt more moltivated and also more hungry for success. It really helped to contribute to my mind with the conditioned moltivation. Outing with Shary, Jay, Jak, Ervin and my Girlfriend. Played a 2 hrs games in pool junction. Find myself quite out of focus today and lost alot, however I still enjoy the whole session. Found that actually games...

Something which cost me around $198 today...Actually an upgrade to my previous phone which is the Nokia 3100. Tada!!! The Sony Ericsson K750I!! Well i'm not into the 3G yet...so i'm more of a budget guy :)...anyway it's a fantastic phone. Best for a camera-crazy guy like me...Hiak Hiak...Well it sports a 2 Megapixel Camera... This picture is taken from this camera without any retouch just a size change only... HSR is not open today, so i had the whole office to my own. Well not really to my own...there is a few admins who stayed back today. People like Xiangjin, Juliana and May. Anyway after that a few agents managed to slipped in, but they didn't give me any trouble... I rushed alot of namecards today...around 60 boxes of namecards...well lets hope Zana is prepared for it on Monday haha... Not alot of things happen today but i feel that it is one of the most relaxed weekdays i ever had for a long time. Anyway maybe it is because of the absence of all the agents in the ...

Basically I decided to create another personal blog other then the friendster one. The name is too long and difficult to remember. Besides there is another service which most of my friends are using which is more user-friendly, so i will be changing my blog feature from friendster all the way to this place. I'm not intending to advertise this blog in the first month until i can make myself come over and update this place everyday. The reason for starting up a blog is to continue my writing hobbies. I was a frequent writer some years ago and due to my schedule i didn't have the chance to continue writing. My hope is that most of the articles that i post here are more or less helpful if not interesting to whoever is reading it. Including my rumblings of life, and also some experiences which i think everyone should know or better, to tell everyone about some good things or some good services to exploit or enjoy. So well, sit back and relax as my fingers will type in anything that ...