Locked, Isolated...


I was like in this picture in the past. Locked away in my own world.
A fish that is looking out at the fish bowl...helplessly...
I lived in an enclosure of satisfaction...
I was satisfied that this life of mine is the best...
The world outside seems to be dark...
Seems like a storm is brewing...
I didn't want to experience the storm...
I feared...
The word Death seems to large...
I will forever be isolated in my bowl...
Swimming around aimlessly...
Surviving...Forever...
Oh i hate this...

-Synn

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