Neglected XinSynn

I miss you...I really miss you...
I miss the times that we argue with each other with broken english...
I miss the times that you win using japanese which I am terrible at...
I miss the times that when i sing you complain about the noise in the studying area...
Although I may tell you that I miss the times...you will never read this blog anymore...
I wish that there is computer in the place that you are going...
I wish that there is somehow I can contact you after you are gone...
I wish that somehow you can still use your broken english to motivate me....
I wish that there is perhaps you will become the angel to help everyone in the world....

Angel...
May I call you this in the future...
The ears that cannot hear anymore...
The heart that cannot beat anymore...
I did not write my blog for a while...
I didn't know what to blog....
I didn't know what to write...
Everything seems to be so bad....
The number in my handphone now call to static...

Grief...
I am forcing myself to smile everyday...
I am practically motivating people but I feel down...
Sometimes I laugh and people tell me that how fake I laugh...
I feel sad...
I am really just...don't want to laugh...
I also don't feel like talking...
Listening to the world...
Watching the wind...
And Wishing under the stars...

Mai...
I will miss you...
I'm sure the ten children that you adopted too...

- Synn

Comments

Anonymous said…
Amitabha...
January 23, 2009 9:52 AM
Anonymous said…
Amen...
January 23, 2009 11:13 AM
Anonymous said…
Insya Allah...
February 03, 2009 12:22 PM
Anonymous said…
Yu, daijyo bu! *smiles* Yu, gambate yo!
February 03, 2009 2:38 PM
Anonymous said…
Girl… Wake up!
February 03, 2009 2:41 PM
Anonymous said…
Hana-chan, how i miss toppling you over back then. I would love to again... but it will never be. God bless you!
February 03, 2009 2:49 PM
Anonymous said…
Dedicate this song to you... 'Tong Hua' (Fairytale)
February 03, 2009 2:51 PM
Anonymous said…
do you have a picture?
February 03, 2009 2:59 PM
Anonymous said…
sry abt the pics last time. it has since been removed after verification. (though i don't really remember which pic isit anyway. u got multiple looks, rem??)



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February 03, 2009 3:06 PM
Anonymous said…
NOOB!!! I PWN U!!! how is me death ward taste like! at lest i got u now!!! kisss ma assss.......
February 03, 2009 3:15 PM
Anonymous said…
You~, gambate kudasai!

Jikusho!!
February 03, 2009 3:18 PM
Anonymous said…
I didn’t know what were you…
I didn’t know I love you…
In this moment~~~
I surrender…
My soul~~~
My heart~~~
My life…
To~~ you….

*What the F**K!!
February 03, 2009 3:20 PM
Anonymous said…
kimak lu ape yg ye nyanyi tu

yg tulis tu lagi macem sial. tak tau act pro pulak

gi mampus le
February 03, 2009 3:25 PM
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