Dream Dreaming...

Future by Dumnezeu (DeviantArt)
(http://browse.deviantart.com/digitalart/photomanip/?qh=&section=&q=future#/dht1oy)
A glimpse into the future in my dreams is something that I have dreamt alot ever since the Countdown. I met up with Yu Ting back in december when she was in Singapore for her holidays. We chatted and although she is super busy back in Taiwan for her modelling and might be going into showbiz, she is also hoping that she will be able to really able to enjoy more freedom before going into business. Oh well I told her to go for her dream, or perhaps to fast forward your life in your dreams to live in it for a while, perhaps it will tell you more.

The movie "Inception" gaves a concept that the time in our dreams travels faster, although while I'm writing this blog I really forgotten the equation they gave in the movie. I do know that each time you think, the cycle will be much faster in your dream than in reality...My glimpse into my future? *Laugh* Perhaps even I am afraid.

I was dreaming and I was glimpsing as a person from the future to my early days. The days which I am not like I am today, the more sinister and narrow person I am, a bad guy, someone who keeps on saying the untruth about everything, trying to be better than other people. I really hate myself, my friends who has been together with me since than will know...and I really thank them for still being by my side. I sought out ways to change, and gradually. I transformed and now I am who I am today. The new friends, invisible to who I am in the past, accepted the new me and I felt reborned. Forever thanks to the people, Jackson, Kelvin, Steven, Ervin, Wayne. Without you guys I will forever be the bastard I am before.

Anyway my future...I wanna me able to get what I want before 30. I am still on track I guess...just that I will need to work very hard...Surviving on a concept that tells myself to spend only 30 bucks a day for 6 months. If I can do it, I will be able to extend it further till a year. Why 30 bucks? I want to be able to sustain a lifestyle that I can save the amount of money I want to get what I want. That is all. Sacrifice activities or perhaps doing it less often, and getting more jobs. Freelances, and also trying to make up a nice blog for adsense clicks. 

A nice girlfriend, so that I can forget about Mai...she has been forever in my mind.

A new intuos wacom pad, although the current one is ten years old and still alive :D


Car license.....Long overdue......

That is all.....

- Synn

Comments

Sky said…
Nice one bro. We have leveled up 365% from last year. This year need to level up another 365%. Keep it up!
January 06, 2011 6:16 PM
Jason Synn Tan said…
LOL... We will keep on improving...
January 06, 2011 8:51 PM
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