Exploring the Inside

It has been so many days since i updated my blog, it seems that I am very busy but alas, I am not really THAT busy enough to update my blog. Well, i am busy with something else...and i think you can see from this picture. Guildwars: Faction, the game that is so unique in nature as it is not required that you buy this version and also no monthly fees. So without the hassle of paying the monthly fee, I got myself this collectors edition. When i open up the box my eyes is exposed to these goodies. Sure enough I have the Box, the map of Cantha, the manuscript (also the instructions book), the guildwars faction art book, the CDs, the soundtrack, a mousepad, a quick reference guide and lastly a ncsoft catalogue. Wao isn't I excited towards these goodies. I am really impressed with the art book. I couldn't shoot what is inside, i'm afraid of copyright infringements hehe... Lol, i bought the collectors ed last friday, when i can actually enjoy it fully during the weekends. By the w...

Today, it was a good day man, i mean there is not much namecards to do. I really hate doing namecards for HSR. I mean all the time is spent on something which i just spent mindlessly doing. I really wish to be like... you know design postcards, design flyers. Well I did alot of postcard and flyers designs. Today is a day of inspiration, i was flowing with inspiration and also finished alot of things today i felt that it is a day of productivity... Sandi looks to be very passionate about architectural stuff, well i brought her to basheers and her eyes is gleaming at rows and rows of books. Interesting, I get to know more about this "mysteries" girl. LOL.... Dinner with steven, damn long never see him already. I'm quite happy that he is doing very well in his company and all the achievements that he has done. I can't help to feel abit down because i think that I didn't have alot of achievements in my company well...i think it is not that good in comparison... I felt...

I really cannot make myself post everyday. Well another week has passed since I updated. I have enjoyed myself for this week while everything is going the way i wanted and also i have alot of things that I have done after leaving it there for a long time. I cleared up my room once more clearing more things that i didn't bother to touch the last time. I cleared up not only physical space but also virtual space. Deleted some programs that I didn't even touch for a long time. IE ... Steam. I made myself go back to laddering for warcraft III, 2 wins and 2 losts i guess it's not bad for a rusty player eh? lol guess i'm really bored about dotA...and i felt so refresh when i saw that i have to build buildings instead of just rushing with a hero... Happy belated birthday to Jak! Hey i also went back to playing billiard, although i always lost but i think i'm getting better after each and every time i played. I didn't really know what to write today, as i was out of word...

I went to have fun during my weekends and I almost didn't want to finish up my work. Well lol. I got myself a wonderful dinner on friday with one of my more looked up person named Richard. Richard is a full-time real estate agent. His experience and knowledge are so deep that when you talk to him, all confidence will dissolve without a trace. I enjoyed my conversations with him, and through this particular conversation i learned alot without knowing. We talk about sales, the way to talk to people, and also some management tricks. He thought that, when you wanted someone to have a particular feeling to you, you must feel the same towards that someone. Meaning if you want a person to respect you, you must first respect him. Although I always thought that I knew that, but I really never do it. This is what he thought me, about talking, or simply put; negotiation. 1) Steer 2) Manage 3) Control Steer the situation towards yourself. Stay away from your odds. Manage the situation properly...

Well it is a good wednesday for me at least and having alot of fun. It was a day of productivity in my opinion and also a day which I was so late for work and still produce an amount of work equal everyday. I was amazed at the speed of working and also a schedule of perfectly timed tasks that came one after another. Well i had the Van Fan Yi Chen's Love Story album playing on my mac and it was perfect. I think i started to learn this song when he sang it in the Guess Guess Guess show last week. I felt that it just matches alot of things that i felt and it was true. Not alot of LJ people today so considering it I had a great day. I got complained that my namecards production is too slow. However I only give a 4 days backtrack in an agency of strength 3000. I, myself and me is trying so hard to satisfy this bunch of agents and that I am so pissed that they just backstab me. However I ain't gonna be angry because they probably just want me to be pissed. Nah, i ain't gonna let ...

A moment of reminiscence... A moment of silence for the death of myself. Well i should say, the death of the one who is hated by most of the people. I looked at the pictures which i didn't wanted to look at since August 2005. The contents of the folder in the computer is dated most recently August 2005. I deleted most of the pictures that is inside there which brings back dreaded memories of that moments of life which i wanted buried. It brings back so many things. When the clock strucks 1, i felt that, the part of me has vapourised. I felt so much happier. Not only that, i felt that my circle of friends suddenly just came in like never before. It is indeed my attitude problems, and being more logical and using more of my brains before acting, the amount of focus on all the things i'm doing. Passion is never stronger... Anyway, I had fun in the previous DotA game...playing a medusa going a stupid support build...but it works :D...fun fun... -Insanity...

Thanks to Kelv for the series of audio books that is quite entertaining, and it made my travelling quite enjoying. I "read" about space and time and also how to talk and influence friends. Also something about upgrading Millionaire....felt quite inspired by every words that I hear. I was more cheerful for everything I do. Even if there are irritating clients around, I am still smiling. The book is right, I shall be passionate about what I am doing. Being more passionate about helping the people in the office to do what they want. However, still I felt that there should be an invisible line between favors and jobs. There is an irritating agent which is there to criticise about the company's namecard. She is not happy about the company's Logo and wants to change it. I mean...who can change a company's logo? It makes no sense at all. I was quite offended when i took out my company's namecard and she said that it was not presentable. I mean what the heck. She said...

Thanks to Kelv for the series of audio books that is quite entertaining, and it made my travelling quite enjoying. I "read" about space and time and also how to talk and influence friends. Also something about upgrading Millionaire....felt quite inspired by every words that I hear. I was more cheerful for everything I do. Even if there are irritating clients around, I am still smiling. The book is right, I shall be passionate about what I am doing. Being more passionate about helping the people in the office to do what they want. However, still I felt that there should be an invisible line between favors and jobs. There is an irritating agent which is there to criticise about the company's namecard. She is not happy about the company's Logo and wants to change it. I mean...who can change a company's logo? It makes no sense at all. I was quite offended when i took out my company's namecard and she said that it was not presentable. I mean what the heck. She said...

Thanks to Kelv for the series of audio books that is quite entertaining, and it made my travelling quite enjoying. I "read" about space and time and also how to talk and influence friends. Also something about upgrading Millionaire....felt quite inspired by every words that I hear. I was more cheerful for everything I do. Even if there are irritating clients around, I am still smiling. The book is right, I shall be passionate about what I am doing. Being more passionate about helping the people in the office to do what they want. However, still I felt that there should be an invisible line between favors and jobs. There is an irritating agent which is there to criticise about the company's namecard. She is not happy about the company's Logo and wants to change it. I mean...who can change a company's logo? It makes no sense at all. I was quite offended when i took out my company's namecard and she said that it was not presentable. I mean what the heck. She said...